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I'm not okay Are you okay?"I'm not okay
Of course I'm not, if I wasn't, I wouldn't be crying like this. I can't help that my mind hates me at the moment, but asking me if I'm okay isn't likely to help.
I want you to hold me
I want to feel your heat against me. I want to know that you're really there, that you aren't just a ghost of a person, taunting my already tortured mind. I know it's probably unpleasant, but i want to let my tears soak your shirt. I want to because you'll know I'm there, and I'll know you're there, and you won't have to ask me because you'll know that I'm not okay. I want to just be able to cry
by ~xXFear-And-RegretXx
I'm not that girlIt's so easy to get swept away by someone. All you can think about is them, and you welcome it. The time you spend with them is wonderful, no matter what you do, or how long it lasts, but when it ends, it just doesn't seem long enough. You forgive their faults, and ignore the things they do that would normally annoy you. You can forgive them; they're still wonderful.I'm not that girl
The hardest thing about this kind of feeling is when that person doesn't feel the same.
You exist in their world, but you're not a major part of it. You're the extra in the movie of their life, not the co-star that you so want to be.
It's
by ~xXFear-And-RegretXx
Play With MeTo me, it's fascinating to watch how you go about your daily life. Moving and talking freely, unrestrained in my eyes, but in yours, you have no freedom. Your parents don’t let you do anything, you whine. You think you can’t do anything? You have no idea what it’s like to just sit here on the shelf, day after day, week after week, year after year. Restrained isn’t being denied the desire to see a late movie with friends. I sit here, completely unable to move, sitting the way you left me.Play With Me
Why don’t you talk to me anymore? Don’t i give you the pleasure i did when you were small? You would take me off
by ~xXFear-And-RegretXx
how do i say i love youNervousness covered by a hug hello, and flushing cheeks hidden in your shoulder;how do i say i love you
i don't want to let go.
Longing glances, mistaken by you for watching how you do it so amazingly; i wish you actually noticed.
Jealousy when i see how comfortable she is with you, hugging you freely; i wish i were her.
Happiness when you come over to see if I'm alright after a fall; i know you care.
Hearing the rumors about the party you went to yesterday; i don't know if i want to believe you're like that.
The lump in my throat
by ~xXFear-And-RegretXx
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haha i read your journal. im halfway through the school certif
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